Crew Member Shares Mental Health Struggle After ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Following Journey
A Vietnamese-American astronaut has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after facing a “tsunami of harassment” in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.
The 34-year-old activist – celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight earlier this year, which also carried celebrity crewmates.
The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the ordeal, Ms. Nguyen, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the intense backlash eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” she recounted in a public message, referring to a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.
She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”
Eclipsed by Backlash
The researcher, who has conducted studies in female health science and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her lab work and years of training to the historic significance of her heritage – was drowned out under the deluge of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.
Her own goal of reaching space was paused after surviving a rape during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.
The Fog Begins to Lift
Months following reaching space, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose support helped save her. “You all saved me,” she affirmed.
She added that despite the negativity, considerable good had emerged from the mission, such as elevated attention for her women's health research and platforms for her activism.
About the Mission
The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from its launch site in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that crossed the Kármán line of outer space.
The group of women also included accomplished professionals from various fields.
The company behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company launched by a well-known tech mogul.